AN EMOTIONAL DESERT SUMMER 2010.wmv

CART TREK IN DREAM WANDER RINGS-HARMONY OF SURVEILLANCE AND ENCHANTMENT

SCARED INNER REALM ECHOES

DENYING ACCESS TO FORGIVENESS

FINDING COMPASSION IN FRESHNESS


A RIGHT TO OWN ONE'S BEING


FOR A RIGHT TO LIVE ONE'S LIFE

                                               10.21.09
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CART TREK DREAM IN WANDER RINGS








DOWN HE'LL THUMB A RIDE


ASKING AS MERCY FOR A SUNSET


THE RIVER WIDENS NEAR BY
FOR YES NEVER BECOMES ELECTRA
THINKING SUFFERING IS 6 KNOTS
FOR A RED THREAD SPEAKS
IN VANITY ECHOES OF VOLUMES


A WIZENED HEART PASSES INDENTEDNESS
SEEING TREES ROOTED IN SILK WEBS
AS WILLOWY TEARS HIDE AND HOLD
A GRACE FROM ANOTHER TIME


POSTURING DISTORTIONS OF PARENTAL ENDURANCE MODELLINGS AND BECKONING WISHES
CRYING OUT INTO A BEE FLIGHT OF CIVILITY 






ACROSS BLUE WONDER FEARINGS
FOR TOO MUCH IS CAUGHT IN UNBECOMING
WHEN GUTS ARE DISTRACTIONS

KNOWING LOSSES AND HERITAGE OF SUSTAINING THE MYTH FORTRESS IS DUTY...


                                 10.19.09

BESIEGED...PHOTO ESSAY...EROS AND AWARENESS

A 10 MINUTE STREAMING OF PIX .....AND MUSIC FROM BERNARD BERTOLUCCI-BESIEGED

ANGST TO ASSERT OUT OF STREAM DESCRIPTIVENESS

FOR THE ANGST OF EXPOSURE WHERE ONE IS SEEN DIFFERENT FROM INERTIA OF IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT...

FOR THE WITHHELD FORTRESSING OF NON-INTIMACY COURAGE TO CONNECT...

FOR THE DISPLAYS OF CONTROLLING DRAMAS OF 'ATTENTION' AS ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT WOMAN-CHILD OF EROTIC NEUROTIC PATTERNS SEEKS 'UNDIVIDED ATTENTION' IN BEHAVIORS...

FOR SUCCESSFUL ORGASM MAY NOT BE WHAT IS DESIRED...AS THE CIRCLING AND ENVELOPING SENSUALIZING SELF-ABSORPTION EROS BLINDNESS IS AS 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' WITHOUT THE STRENGTH OR COURAGE TO 'OVERTHROW' THE MEDIATED IMPOSITIONS OF FORTRESS DEFENSES THAT WARD, PACIFY AND PROJECT...

FOR SHE CANNOT BE SPLIT INTO TRANSFORMATIVENESS IF SHE IS DIVIDED WITHIN HER BEING...SHE COLLECTS, STORES, ACCUMULATES, FORTRESSES...MASKS, VEILS AND MEDIATES IN VANITY FEARS AND MANAGE THE DAMAGE,TRAUMA AND INTERNAL ILLUSIONS...A SELF DECEPTION STRATEGY THAT IS HEMMED AND AWED IN A CERTAINTY OF BELIEF...A PLAYING OFF OF FORCES IN THWARTING, WARDING, AND THE MANIPULATIONS OF SEDUCING SELF IN FILTRATIONS OF NEEDS THAT HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED/REPRESSED AND DENIED...

FOR THE INNER NECESSITY OF POWER BUILDING IN FORTRESS INERTIA IS GREATER THAN BEING ABLE TO LOVE...SUFFERING AND SQUIRMING IN A HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' GREATER THAN A TRUE WILL' OR 'TRUTH OF REAL INSTINCTIVE INSISTENCE'...TRUTH OF URGENCY.....

FOR SHE SLEEPS BEHIND A WALL OF FIRE THAT PRECLUDES HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...SHE USES EXCESSES OF POWER AND CONTROL TO NEGOTIATE SOMETHING FOR 'MOVING FORWARD' AS 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' MUST BE COMPENSATED BY EXCHANGES OF NEGATION OR WORTH...

THE TRUE EROS AWAKENING MOVES THROUGH TREASURES OF DAMAGE, TRAUMA AND FANTASY IN A SIZZLING, STEAMING, FIRE EROS OF SELF AFFIRMATION..A PRESENCE OF FULLNESS OF REALNESS IS THE ASSERTION OF BEING IN AN INTIMACY OF AFFIRMATION BEYOND THE MEDIATION FALSENESS OF LEVERAGINGS AND DEAL MAKING...

POWER OF BECOMING REAL IS POWER CRYSTALLIZATION OF 1 TO 2 TO 1...A 3 SOUL OF SHEDDING THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO...A UNITY OF HEART BODY SPIRIT IN AN INTEGRITY OF KNOWING...

THE 'KNOWLEDGE THAT SHE DESIRED TO GO TO BED WITH HIM SPLIT HER'...THE ENCOUNTER TOOK HER TO A BREAKING EGG RELEASE INTO THE REALM BEYOND DENIAL...THERE WAS NOTHING TO EXCHANGE ONLY GENERATE AND CONVULSE TO A NEW ONENESS...

MOTHER DAUGHTER COMPRESSIONS...BLACK PANTY ENCOUNTER

THE BLACK PANTY SPHINX















ASIAN BLACK SLIT HIGH HEELED SWEET EROS WOMAN






DRESSED IN MIDNIGHT SATIN AMBIANCE






IN DAWNLIGHT






GUIDING ‘INNOCENCE DAUGHTER’






IN ENERGY RHYTHMWAYS OF EYE SITING HUNGERS






OF TRANCING THIGHS REALIZING POTENCY IN A HAIRY DARKNESS IMPRINT






CULLING A STARING PSYCHE STATE OF NEED…






A WINGING FLIGHT OF BIRDS TAKING OFF IN A DREAM






ALONG HIP RISING SPREAD AND EXTENDED LEGS






A DEEP FLINT






SPARKING A MOUNTAIN FIRE FURNACE






A ‘SHARED DANCE’ POWER HEAT BEING HOT ‘TURN-ON’






IN EFFORTLESS RECIPROCITY






STEAMING AND COOKING






THE REAL






OVERCOMING THE UNNATURAL SOCIAL PATTERN






SOMETHING ALIVE IS IN THE MOTION COMMOTION






SHE SHARES






HIS HUNGER






FEEDING HER DEEPENING DESIRE






A SENSE OF FEARLESSNESS






LOOKING INTO EACH OTHER…






NEITHER ACTING…






NEITHER WANTING TO RESTRAIN






THE PULSING SOULS






OVERCOMING






AS A REAL EBB AND FLOW






OF INNER FIRE






SWELLING FLESH






TEASING GENDER VITALITY






A HEAT WAVE DREAM…






SENSES SPEAKING A TRUTH OF POSSESSION…






THE PLEASURE OF THE DAZE…






MOISTENING…WRESTLING






WITH THE GAZE… A KIND OF MIRAGE GAINING STRENGTH AS A MYSTERY






OF






‘EXCITING BITCHERY’…






THE CHARGES OF THE IMAGINARY






FORMING






CONTAINING






HOLDING






PICTURING AND WEIGHING






A ‘LASTING IMAGE’






A FEELING…






AS A SURGENCY OF OSMOSIS






STOKING WITHIN






A FLAMING RED RIVER RISING






A SACRED SPACE






ESSENCE INSISTENCE






AS SHE SWALLOWS HIS DESIRE AS ALTERED BREATH






AN UNSEEN SYMBIOSIS






SEDUCTION






PASSING THROUGH HER BLOOD






AS PASSIONS PRESENCE






AN INVISIBLE AND SECRET CONNECTION






ACROSS THE AISLE






YET IN PLAIN SIGHT…






THEY LIVE IN THE UNHEARD ECHO






A TASTE RESONATING






AS A DRUMMING WOMB






EMPTINESS






A SYNCHRONICITY OF MORE AND NOTHING






IN A HEARTBEAT






GENERATING A GREAT WISH






TO ACT






FOR SO MUCH IS LOST






IN THE WEBS OF YESTERDAZE






THE ENCOUNTER OF AWAKENING IS TO INSTINCT






AS A HARDENING…






AS A PRESENCE…






YOU SEE NO ONE CATCHES THEM IN THE ACT…






THAT EXCHANGES






DUALITY






BLOOD PRESSURE EXPANSIVENESS






AN EROTIC INTIMACY






IN A SILENCE






BEYOND TOUCH AND RELEASE






STIRRING VOICELESS LIPS






DRIVING TUMESCENCE OF SEED






BUILDING






READINESS TO…






THEN






A SHUDDER IN THE WIND






SOUNDS EMANATE






MODESTY AND SELF CONSCIOUSNESS






SHYNESS HOLDING HER IN CONSTRAINT






A SHIFTING BALANCE OF POWER






AS TIMING






AN INTENSITY THAT COMPELS






BECOMES HER MOMENT






A SLOW AWARENESS OF RESOLVE






ASKING AND DEFINING






WHAT EMERGES FROM THE HAZE?






AS SHE FOLDS






WHAT HAS BEEN UNFOLDED






SHE CLOSES HER LEGS






AND SHARES






THE NEW






ORDINARY






AS HE LEAVES…


















[C] WPC 2005

IN SPHINCTERS OF INERTIA


AS COMPRESSIONS


OF VANITY FEARS AND


MEDIATIONS OF IMPOSITIONS


BECOME PATTERNINGS OF JUST LIKE


COMPELLING BALANCE ACT OF


INTERIORITY WAR TO OWN DIFFERENCES YET BE IN SAME SOUNDNESS


...FOR FEARS AND FLIGHT TRANSFERS OF REPRODUCTIVE EMULATIONS AND ATTITUDES COMPEL MEDIATION IN REACTIVITY FORMATIONS WITHOUT FREENESS OF REAL TRUTH OF URGENCY


DEFENSIVE FORTRESSING AND POWER CONTROL BEHAVIORS ARE HIDDEN IN WANTING TO BE WANTED FALSE URGENCIES TO MEDIATE ANGST AND TERROR..

THE EYE OF MEDIATION IN HYPERVIGILANT FRAME SENSINGS

SEE THE WIND IN MY EYE BLOGS OF A PSYCHE BIOGRAPHY...TO ACCESS GO TO

http://windinmyeye.blogspot.com

or the general 100 blogs at


http://nrgway.blogspot.com/



THE JOURNEY OF DISCOVERY IS IN NEW BALANCES...

NEW INSIGHTS...

NEW UNDERSTANDINGS...

NEW VISIONS...

NEW EYES OF RECEPTIVITY AND AVAILABILITY TO ENCOUNTERINGS OF NEW STATES...

FOR 2/3RDS OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM CONNECTS TO THE BACK OF THE EYES...

THE PACIFIERS OF CRAZE AND CRAVE...SELF ABSORPTIONS...

EXPECTANCY AND ANTICIPATORY ENDURANCES

THEFT OF RESOLVE











IN AN OPPRESSIVENESS OF CONSTANCY COMPELLING MEDIATION POLITICO BEHAVIORS TO GET 'REWARDS AND LOVE' OR SURVIVE IN A STATE OF SIEGE...


THE ANT FARM RATIONALE USED TO USE ONE'S OWN SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY AGAINST ONE...

THE EROS LOVE DRIVE AS BECOMING USED AGAINST ONE AS HYPERSEX MEDIUMS ARE IN A COLLISIONISM OF CONVULSIVENESS TO THE 'WAY OF THE FUTURE'...
THE WAY OF THE LIARGODS DEFINITIONS AND ENFORCED QUIET VIOLENCES OF SUGGESTIONS AND COMPLIANCES'...



























ENDURANCES



TO EXHAUST



AND MOVE




IN THE 'SUGGESTIONS'



OF SUGGESTION TRANCES

AS COOL FIRE BINDS AND BLINDS LIKE HYPNOTISM...


BLOCKS CRITICALNESS...


BLOCKS 'MEMORY' OF THE MOMENT'...
BLOCKS...


ACOUSTICAL REMOTE DIRECTED EROS ELECTROMAGNETIC ENERGIES OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS...


IN FRONT OF EVERY ONE YET UNSEEN...



FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ARE AFRAID TO SAY----A CLIMATE OF [SEE NEON EMOTIONAL DESERT BLOG/PERFORMANCE]...



TO SEE SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE NANCY PELOSI ACTIVATED WHILE HAVING HARRY REID[MAJORITY LEADER] PUT HIS ARM AROUND HER GETS COMMENTATORS SEEING FEAR AND ANGST WHILE PLEASURES IN INAPPROPRIATE 'MEDIA' MAGNIFIED MOMENT RESULT IN CONFLICT...NEAR 10.09.09 MOON SHOT AND OBAMA NOBEL PRIZE DAY TIMING...

THE ELECTRONIC COLONY CHILLING AFFECT RIGHT BEFORE ONE'S EYES...THE AGREED UPON GAME AS ELECTRONIC SURROGATES IN MEDIUM ROLES.

AN EMOTIONAL DESERT OF ECHOIC ALTERED STATES OF COOL FIRE PENETRATIONS INTO MANY TALKING SMITHS...PERFORMERS...MEDIUMS ETC...THE FOLLOWING VIDEO POETIC ESSAY IS PERSPECTIVE..........

ALSO THERE ARE GOOGLE KNOLS OF MEDIUM..AVATAR REFERENCES ESPECIALLY RELATED TO AVATAR AND CAT DANCING TALENTS LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON.......

A QUIET VIOLENCE OF CONDITIONING INTO PATTERNS OF INERTIA MERIDIAN ZONINGS...A SAVANTING CORRIDORING IN CHANNELLINGS INTO PERFORMING IN INTENSITY DENSITY WHERE ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL COSTS LONG TERM TO ORGANS AND HEART........................

LEAVE ME ALONE...I WANT TO BE ALONE...TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE...

DANGERS TO SENSITIVES AS WATCHED OVER AND DIRECTED BECOMES OF SEXOMONEY VALUE EVEN MORE SO AFTER ONE IS DEAD...