FOR THE ANGST OF EXPOSURE WHERE ONE IS SEEN DIFFERENT FROM INERTIA OF IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT...
FOR THE WITHHELD FORTRESSING OF NON-INTIMACY COURAGE TO CONNECT...
FOR THE DISPLAYS OF CONTROLLING DRAMAS OF 'ATTENTION' AS ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT WOMAN-CHILD OF EROTIC NEUROTIC PATTERNS SEEKS 'UNDIVIDED ATTENTION' IN BEHAVIORS...
FOR SUCCESSFUL ORGASM MAY NOT BE WHAT IS DESIRED...AS THE CIRCLING AND ENVELOPING SENSUALIZING SELF-ABSORPTION EROS BLINDNESS IS AS 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' WITHOUT THE STRENGTH OR COURAGE TO 'OVERTHROW' THE MEDIATED IMPOSITIONS OF FORTRESS DEFENSES THAT WARD, PACIFY AND PROJECT...
FOR SHE CANNOT BE SPLIT INTO TRANSFORMATIVENESS IF SHE IS DIVIDED WITHIN HER BEING...SHE COLLECTS, STORES, ACCUMULATES, FORTRESSES...MASKS, VEILS AND MEDIATES IN VANITY FEARS AND MANAGE THE DAMAGE,TRAUMA AND INTERNAL ILLUSIONS...A SELF DECEPTION STRATEGY THAT IS HEMMED AND AWED IN A CERTAINTY OF BELIEF...A PLAYING OFF OF FORCES IN THWARTING, WARDING, AND THE MANIPULATIONS OF SEDUCING SELF IN FILTRATIONS OF NEEDS THAT HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED/REPRESSED AND DENIED...
FOR THE INNER NECESSITY OF POWER BUILDING IN FORTRESS INERTIA IS GREATER THAN BEING ABLE TO LOVE...SUFFERING AND SQUIRMING IN A HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' GREATER THAN A TRUE WILL' OR 'TRUTH OF REAL INSTINCTIVE INSISTENCE'...TRUTH OF URGENCY.....
FOR SHE SLEEPS BEHIND A WALL OF FIRE THAT PRECLUDES HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...SHE USES EXCESSES OF POWER AND CONTROL TO NEGOTIATE SOMETHING FOR 'MOVING FORWARD' AS 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' MUST BE COMPENSATED BY EXCHANGES OF NEGATION OR WORTH...
THE TRUE EROS AWAKENING MOVES THROUGH TREASURES OF DAMAGE, TRAUMA AND FANTASY IN A SIZZLING, STEAMING, FIRE EROS OF SELF AFFIRMATION..A PRESENCE OF FULLNESS OF REALNESS IS THE ASSERTION OF BEING IN AN INTIMACY OF AFFIRMATION BEYOND THE MEDIATION FALSENESS OF LEVERAGINGS AND DEAL MAKING...
POWER OF BECOMING REAL IS POWER CRYSTALLIZATION OF 1 TO 2 TO 1...A 3 SOUL OF SHEDDING THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO...A UNITY OF HEART BODY SPIRIT IN AN INTEGRITY OF KNOWING...
THE 'KNOWLEDGE THAT SHE DESIRED TO GO TO BED WITH HIM SPLIT HER'...THE ENCOUNTER TOOK HER TO A BREAKING EGG RELEASE INTO THE REALM BEYOND DENIAL...THERE WAS NOTHING TO EXCHANGE ONLY GENERATE AND CONVULSE TO A NEW ONENESS...
FOR SHE CANNOT BE SPLIT INTO TRANSFORMATIVENESS IF SHE IS DIVIDED WITHIN HER BEING...SHE COLLECTS, STORES, ACCUMULATES, FORTRESSES...MASKS, VEILS AND MEDIATES IN VANITY FEARS AND MANAGE THE DAMAGE,TRAUMA AND INTERNAL ILLUSIONS...A SELF DECEPTION STRATEGY THAT IS HEMMED AND AWED IN A CERTAINTY OF BELIEF...A PLAYING OFF OF FORCES IN THWARTING, WARDING, AND THE MANIPULATIONS OF SEDUCING SELF IN FILTRATIONS OF NEEDS THAT HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED/REPRESSED AND DENIED...
FOR THE INNER NECESSITY OF POWER BUILDING IN FORTRESS INERTIA IS GREATER THAN BEING ABLE TO LOVE...SUFFERING AND SQUIRMING IN A HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' GREATER THAN A TRUE WILL' OR 'TRUTH OF REAL INSTINCTIVE INSISTENCE'...TRUTH OF URGENCY.....
FOR SHE SLEEPS BEHIND A WALL OF FIRE THAT PRECLUDES HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...SHE USES EXCESSES OF POWER AND CONTROL TO NEGOTIATE SOMETHING FOR 'MOVING FORWARD' AS 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' MUST BE COMPENSATED BY EXCHANGES OF NEGATION OR WORTH...
THE TRUE EROS AWAKENING MOVES THROUGH TREASURES OF DAMAGE, TRAUMA AND FANTASY IN A SIZZLING, STEAMING, FIRE EROS OF SELF AFFIRMATION..A PRESENCE OF FULLNESS OF REALNESS IS THE ASSERTION OF BEING IN AN INTIMACY OF AFFIRMATION BEYOND THE MEDIATION FALSENESS OF LEVERAGINGS AND DEAL MAKING...
POWER OF BECOMING REAL IS POWER CRYSTALLIZATION OF 1 TO 2 TO 1...A 3 SOUL OF SHEDDING THAT WHICH MUST BE LET GO...A UNITY OF HEART BODY SPIRIT IN AN INTEGRITY OF KNOWING...
THE 'KNOWLEDGE THAT SHE DESIRED TO GO TO BED WITH HIM SPLIT HER'...THE ENCOUNTER TOOK HER TO A BREAKING EGG RELEASE INTO THE REALM BEYOND DENIAL...THERE WAS NOTHING TO EXCHANGE ONLY GENERATE AND CONVULSE TO A NEW ONENESS...
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